Depressed about healthcare passing.

"The world is a wretch. The world is blind, and cannot see. The world is lost and doesn't want to be found. We fear a nuclear apocalypse or joke about a zombie one but in reality our country would be lucky to suffer such a quick death. In reality I fear our country will suffer the slow death of starvation.The richest nation in the world will be broke, we will pawn our military off to pay for our debts and hand it to the people who will use it against us. For the first time in my life I find myself wanting the second coming to come now. I plead with God to continue to soften my heart and to show me a glimmer of hope and yet I must also beg forgiveness for my doubt. Only through God will the world find its path through the darkness."